Blogs are awkward.

You know, this is odd. Talking at the computer. Talking at people in general. Not that many people will be reading this. I feel rather awkward, actually. Then again I am an awkward person, so that's nothing new.

So, is this like a diary? One would think that with all the blogs I've read I would know what to do. Well, I guess I will just talk until I feel like hitting the 'publish post'.

Have you ever wanted to turn into traffic? Like, just randomly drive your car onto the opposite side of the road? Because I was thinking that'd be kind of fun one morning. And It wasn't really because I wanted to die or anything-- there are far easier and more definite ways of doing that-- but I just wanted to do it to get that rush. I never seem to be utterly thrilled. And I felt like for just that small second-- that small second before my bumper would smash that far overpriced Toyota Camry on the opposite side of the road-- I would get that feeling.

Of course, I would never do that. I enjoy living far too much, and even if a head-on collision didn't kill me, I am sure I would be dead when my parents found out what happened. People have said that I might just be an adrenaline junky who hasn't had enough of a rush yet. That could be it. I could just be a bit insane, too.

So, how was that for a first post? Yeah, you're like "what a psycho" right? That's okay. I am not usually that sadistic. Sadistic? Is that the right word? I don't think so. Well, anyways... Time for my daily dose of Youtube. Feedback? Feedback from the person who stumbled upon my page? Please?